Almost everything is under control about the move. Spencer gets home today, and he is the first person that I want to know here in Salt Lake City. I want to thell him before anyone else, then once that is out of the way, it will be off my sholders and I can focus more on other things. I just hope when it is out in the complete open that my job doesnt find out. I just have to keep it a "secret" for another 3 weeks. Then i will be able to give them my 2 weeks notice. I feel kind of bad,I mean I will have only worked there 3 weeks and I will be giving them notice. I guess that's all I can do at this point. Working is a high priority at this point in time and I cannot affort not to work.

Im working with some openminded people. This guy Brian who I worked with last night was sparking lots of different subjects of debate. Its nice to be around a person who shows some heart and patience with me as i work through my anxiety of meeting new people. I think he understands that I need some space before I'll open up to a person.

Meeting new people is hard sometimes. Especially when you know exactlly what they are going to say.
What fun is it to get the answers from people that you were expecting? Thats not orriginal. And what does it say about a person?

*If I ask this person how they are doing, there going to say "good, and you?" then im going to say "fine" and so on and so on.*

Now that isnt any fun at all. Why ask a question that I already know the answer too.

***got inturputed, more to come***